Three weeks.. It feels like its been longer then that. Yeah... definitely not comfortable putting these up... but I think its necessary at the moment, I owe someone an apology. Ignoring the fact you may not see or read this... I just want to say I'm sorry for not living up to my word, courtney. Yeah... stuffs been... well.. the shit has been hitting the fan, pretty much. I just really wanted to say I'm sorry.

So... goodnight.

Was tagged. After this, going into an epic battle to kill writers block god.

I shall triumph!


1. Post these rules
2. Each tagged person must tell 8 things about themselves
3. At the end you have to tag 8 people and post their icons in your journal
4. Then go back to their page with a comment saying you tagged them
5. No tag backs


1. I'm literally gonna cry this wensday. Lost season finale. T^T
2. Yesterday I ran around my house accusing everyone of being sick, with a shirt tied around my face.... I didn't want to get sick.
3. I get a heat rash whenever I'm nervous or stressed or something like that.
4. Lived in two haunted houses, and in the same neiborhood with a pedo and a witch.
5. My feet tend to dance without my consent.
6. Nichole just told me if I ever wrote a book each chapter would take a hundred years... or was it a thousand? Either way, she said on the last day I'd look at the chapter and erase it all. T.T Its true.
7. Wars by Hurt. Awesome.
8. No, I don't want to marry Ted dekker. He's taken, anyway.

I tag... uh... I doubt anyone reads these. uh, any 8 people who want to?
...Am I breaking the rules?

I've been wanting to update this. Though I'll bore you with another quiz thingy. At least its something. -.- Currently hiding from the pig squeals out there. o.o; I tag anyone who wants to be.

Stolen from


1. First thing you wash in the shower? hair
2. What color is your favorite hoodie? er... grey! Nik's hoodie. 83
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? If cheek is included, never.
4. Do you plan outfits? yep
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? blank
6. What’s the closest thing to you that’s red? shirt
7. Do you say aim or a-i-m? a-i-m
8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? nightmare. some demon thing was after me.
9. Did you meet anybody new today? uh, no.
10. What are you craving right now? pizza.
11. Do you floss? nope
12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? ...um cabbage? Unique I know.
13. When was the last time you talked on aim? Long ago in a distant dustland fairytale.
14. Are you emotional? no
15. Would you dance to the taco song? Taco song?
16. Have you ever counted to 1,000? Never. Evil numbers.
17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? bite!
18. Do you like your hair? My hairdresser is amazing.
19. Do you like yourself? not much
20. Have you ever met a celebrity? Have I...? I don't think so.
21. Do you like cottage cheese? yes! It yum.
22. What are you listening to right now? family... talking.
23. How many countries have you visited? 1
24. Are your parents strict? not anymore
25. Would you go sky diving? terrifying.
26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? Waste of time.
27. Would you throw potatoes at him? More.. time wasting.
28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in? No D:
29. Have you ever been in a castle? I want to!!
30. Do you rent movies often? Tivo mkaes the world go round. ^^
31. Who sits in behind you in your math class? Um.. a squirrel, most likely. Though he may be standing.
32. Have you made a prank phone call? yes. XD
33. Do you own a gun? Not yet.
34. Can you count backwards from 74? Just reading that hurts.
35. Who are you going to be with tonight? myself
36. Brown or white eggs? White I suppose
37. Do you own something from Hot Topic? nope
38. Ever been on a train? yeah, it was fun.
39. Ever been in love? no
40. Do you have a cell-phone? unfortunately not
41. Are you too forgiving? uh-uh
42. Do you use chap stick? yep
43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow? She better call me.
44. Can you use chop sticks? ...chop.. sticks? Probably not a good idea.
45. Ever have cream puffs? sounds yummy.
46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? yes it was neat.
47. What was the last question you asked? All of them?
48. What was the last CD you bought? Baumer
49. Boys or girls? Boys if referring to romantic preference
50. What is your bus number for school? don't have one. ha.
51. Is your hair curly? Not at all.
52. Last time you cried? almost a month ago.
53. Ever walked into a wall? It hurts.
54. Do looks matter? Sort.. of? Depends.
55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun? nope
56. Have you ever slapped someone? yes. =] Sorry to all victims -.-
57. Favorite time of the year? Winter
58. Favorite color? Red
59. Are you sarcastic? A little?
60. Do you have any tattoos? Wouldn't mind getting a small one. Though needle things are creepy.
61. The last person you held hands with? my mom I think
62. Do you sleep with the TV on? The weather channel is my friend.
63. Where was your DeviantID taken at? Nichole's grandma infested bathroom.
64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people? Yes..
65. Do you like your life right now? No I do not
66. How often do you talk on the phone? Mostly every day
67. What is your favorite animal? Cats definately. Superior to all.
68. What was the most recent thing you bought? movie ticket
69. Do you have good vision? yep
70. Can you hula hoop? No, horribly if anything.
71. Could you ever forgive a cheater? Probably not.
72. Do you have a job? No XD
73. Can you handle the truth? I guess so
74. What are you wearing? old sweater, jeans
75. Have you ever crawled through a window? Yes, I think I kicked Nik in the process.

Ah! I stole this from



"If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counselling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars."

I Fear…

[x] the dark
[x] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights
[x] dogs
[x] birds
[x] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 10

[x] being touched
[x] deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[x] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 17

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] falling
[x] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[x] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes

Total so far: 23

[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
Total so far: 28

[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[x] throwing up
[x] falling in love
[ ] super secrets

Final Total: 34
If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears.


Theerraapy. T,T